contradictions

i thought i don't care, but actually i really mind...
I couldn't elborate too much on the problem, coz i am not sure of my feelings...
if i know, i also dunno what 2 do...
my decision can't change anything, it will only make the situation worser..

i am back

yup...i am back.,..
Er...After abandon this site for so long, i decided to use this blog again...
Mayb i am too indecisive or just fickle minded...
Any thing wrong with being indecisive?
i dunno...who cares..
Christmas is over,but I feel this year's christmas is slightly different from the past 15 years..
one important reason is i am not alone this christmas...
I am not saying i am attached or what, i am too busy with all kinds of stuffs.
Work, party, projects...so on
Although i am so busy until no time to go library to return books, until my liability owing to the library is so high, i still enjoy of doing so...
Recently too many memorable things to remember.
Camp, chalet and work..
I really like the camp and chalet, coz got all those easy going and fun loving ppl there, including me..haha
PPl says i am very talkative during the camp, they even signed that on my T-shirt, but i don't mind.
I finally changed.
I finally get rid of the shackle.
I dunno whether is it the real me,
but i love this new me...
hope ppl also like this me...
I think the reason why i am so optimistic now is because i have get rid of the depression cells in my brain..
Now i think less,
but play more...
haha
Tomorrow will be better...
Egg wish u Happy New YEar!

ABout my blog

Er...
Although i spent thousands of seconds to create this blog, but i still don't feel like use it.
I still prefer the friendster blog even though it's simple and ugly...maybe

intro

hey, here's egg...
ha ha....