如果能忘记，
谁会想记得？
如果时间能倒退，
过去还有什么意义？
如果到未来就能找到幸福，
为什么我还看不到？

Happy birthday to all my friends..

Hey, happy birthday!
If u r born somewhere around march, then wish u happy birthday!
I can't think of any nice thing to say due to the lacking of intelligence.
I didn't think my clip is that touching,
while thanks shell chi for being so appeciatative.
Maybe i really have the talents of becoming a director..
What if i am the director of broken back mountain?

er...



It may turn out to be a tragedy for the media..
I changed my templates.
While it reminds me of something,
no..
Many things..
Many people..
Many joyful moments,
Many sad times,
and many more..


Actually,
It is always there.
Somewhere in my mind.
It's juz up to me whether to think about it or not.
Haiz..

..

Just another day of mine.
Morning i have spent about one hour practising my oral.
well, i just realize how pathetic my English is.
Hopefully i won't fail my English.

Then i spent about 5 hours at SPH, discussing about YingXin Gathering stuffs.
i didn't know that we can be so creative and ideas flooded our mind.
The game we planned is so unique and surprising,
i think most of the people will go crazy with the game
COZ IT"S SO FUN!!!!haha...

This post is one of the few post i wrote under normal circumstances,
Today i did not flood myself with all sorts of emotions.
That's why i am able to write my post in a positive tone.
OH!Shit!I somehow get possessed by the spirit of SS Teacher...
But never mind, i love SS.
ALthough it's boring,
it makes me feel like sleeping.
i never score well for the subject,
i still like it.

Weird, right?
I am just an eccentric person.

My bloody days........

My days getting worse and worse.
I am totally out of control.
Everyday of mine sucks to a great extent.
While i haven' think of any world to describe.
I am getting more and more pessimistic.
I try to convince myself think positively and i failed.
Nothing can cheer me up.
while there wasn't anything or anyone can make me happy.
Maybe i am just too demanding.
How can i ppl like me be so demanding?
I don't have the right to be demanding.
I am nothing, but trash.
I know that very well.

I always claim myself to be the prodigy,
But i know i wasn't.
I am just a rascal without any quality.
What are my qualities?
Excess fats on me.
The grassy hair.
The ugly face.
The pores bigger than asshole.
The stupid and detestable character.
What else?
Still got many many more.

I know myself well,
I don't wish to live in dream.
In the past,
i like to run away from reality.
I even have inrealistic wishes,
such as becoming
a beauty queen,
a model,
married a rich husband.
Now i am older.
Dream is dream.
U can't always live in dream.
No matter what u still have to wake up one day.

我要的幸福呢？

幸福，到底什么是幸福呢？
不曾拥有的人永远也不会知道。

Finally Chinese new YEar is over.
I hate festival and chinese new year is the most detestable one.
There are many reasons behind it.
I dunn't think i am going to say out one by one.
Actually i have too many things to say,but because of that i dunno where to start.
Should i talk about life?
It doesn't help even if i can write out a book on life.
It won't make my situation any better.
Valentine day is coming.
The lonely soul----
ME
Will still spend it alone
But it's alright.
I used to it already.
Now i even started wondering the meaning of true friends.
How many friends i really have?



I doubt nobody can give me the correct answer.
Just now drop by my friend's blog,
I saw this very meaningful sentence
Only those stupid and selfish ppl will happy forever.
It's true.
I will never be happy
and happiness will never be with me.