You need to be stronger.
Life cannot always be smooth sailing, otherwise it won't be fun anymore.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
You got to be yourself,
people likes you for who you are.
If they don't like you, then
they won't like you even if you behave like someone else.

My days in US

I am not complaining, just that I want to voice out my emotions.
For the few days here, sometimes I really feel lonely.
I don't know why is this happening to me,
was I not friendly enough?
Or was I just unlucky?

God, if you are there, if you can hear me,
can you give me the strength to pull this through?
can you give me the assurance that everything will be alright?
I really hope things will get better and better.

It's my 2nd day in the states.
Things are not as good as I expected.
But never mind, i won't give up.
God willl be there with me.
I will face today with a smile.

6 more days left

6 More days to go before I am flying off to the states.
The thoughts about going to the states excites me simply.
Well, perhaps it's more of the charm of NYC.
In the last 22 years of my life, I have been dreaming about going to NYC.
Now I have the chance. Omg.How amazing is that?

Well, after running away from God's arm for so long, I am back to God's arm.
I know that I am still not perfect.
I have done nothing to deserve this chance.
But thank God for giving me another chance and make me start afresh.

3 papers down and 1 more to go.
Honestly, I feel that I am doing much better this semester,excluding my investment.
Haiz.Kind of depressing to talk about those things.
Gonna pack my stuff and settle the rest of the things within the next few days.
I know life is gonna be difficult, but I am assured that it will all turn out well.
Is it?

My biggest wish for now:

1.Find the right one and travel with him around the Asia or even the world.

2.Earn more money to buy a house, provide better living for my mum.

3.Have good friends.

I am still in the midst of my exam, but I am looking at travelling sites and imagine myself wondering around.one more week, then I will be done and off to the states.

Well, I still got a lot of things unprepared. Hope that everything will be alright.
I feel like going to Thailand again, Pai,Mae Hong San and so many places that I want to visit.
I shall go after I come back from the states.

Good luck for my exam tomorrow.
Hope that we will meet in the states.

我想要的

我只是想找那么一个人，
静静的听我说故事，
累了的时候借我肩膀靠一下，
难过得时候告诉他会一直在我身边。
这样的要求高吗？
为什么我一直要找的那个人还不出现呢？

今天帮朋友庆祝生日，她们聊到了刚来新加坡的时候，我也想到我来新加坡的时候。其实很多时候，我挺羡慕那些ＳＭ１／２／３的人。这么多年都能学习在一起，住在一起，玩在一起，真是上天赐来的福分。我没有那样的一群，想想跟自己一起来新加坡的人，也不知道何去何从。

的确这么多年，没有那样的一群人教会了我独立，跟不同的人相处，怎么融入这个社会。但是，都得必有失，失去的也未必多过得到的。旅行的次数比回家的次数更多，对家乡的熟悉度还比不上周围的某些城市。刚来的时候，总是希望自己能快点融入这个世界，交多点本地的朋友。现在的我，倒希望能多交点中国的朋友，找回以前的自己。

时光流逝，很多事情也已根深固定。不是我们想要改变就能改变的。以前有些过去是我们怎么想也回不去的。