Keep the faith

Often,we are lack of faith.
This post got nothing to do with religion,
if there is,it will be related to Xingdanism only.
I have heard of stories,
I have forecasted of things happening,
I have prepared for the worst.

But sometime I just cannot stand the way that some people do things,
I am not a good worker,but i considered myself an efficient end effective one.
I just cannot help it,but set myself in deep wonder:
Did I make the right choice in the first place?
Is it worth it to give up X xxxx for this?

I know my determination will start to shake one day,
so I keep on reminding myself about it.
About the faith that I had.
If i gave up,I will be a loser again.
If i gave up, how am I going to face those angels who guided me along the way?
If i gave up,how am I going to answer to my heart?

Those problems are inevitable.
I got to be strong.
I got to have them overcomed.

Maybe I should really read some bible to study how Christians keep their faith.

Not just a day.

A day is just a day.
But sometimes a day is more than a day.
Finally got to meet up with Yu Rong today.
It has been ages since we last meet up.
How I miss the moments that we used to hang up with one another?
I know sometimes we are too busy,
but I will alway try to find time for all my precious friends.
You are still the most important person in my life.

I still have to work,
though I tried to work less.
My family is not rich,
and I hate to be dependent.
I work,so that I can support myself.
Something are just too hard to be understood.
付出得不到回报，
付出多了，人也会累的；
那么为什么要付出呢？
等天上掉一切下了就好了。

haha..Since I am pretty free at home,so i decided to change my blog skin again.
The previous blog skin is not really nice,I used to it coz I have no other alternatives.
Holiday is ending in 3 weeks' time,it's really fast.
At least faster than I thought.

Logen's idea about 31oct is really going to come true.
I cannot imagine that we spend so much time planning for this crazy thing.
Well,we can only be young for once.
It's not possible for you to do this kind of things when you are old.

Photos from yesterday's outing.


Nicole,Tricia,Rebacca,me and Mei Yi.

BA society. Sadly,not everyone is there.

I pushed away the Daiso stock count job,the person from kelly service is definately pissed with me.I think there is a high possibility I got black listed.
This holiday I pushed away a lot of jobs,which means a lot of money.
But at least I have a more relaxed holiday.
Just a few days ago,I just knew that I am a money chionger in one of my best friend's eyes.
I never thought of that until I saw it on her blog.
Compared to a money choinger,I will prefer to spend more time with my friends and family.
Maybe I am earning less now,but I am gaining more.

Looking forward to 2 oct.haha.

Well,I think my appeal won't be successful.
Nobody has responded me yet.
It's nothing significant,so I shouldn't be feeling too sad,right?

I made a fool of myself by wasting hours and hours on bus to East Coast park,
just to say happy birthday to Justis.
Then went to harbour front to meet the MCs for dinner.
It's our first dinner outside without having any meeting earlier.
Feel so good to hang out with them.
I really glad that I joined BA society in the first place.

I am glad that:
Ppl said I look nice today;
Ppl said that my voice is like singing,hope i won't like talking while singing;
Feng Jie and Co will miss me even if we are not in the same class.
Actually I am getting contented by little things in life.

Actually there are many things that I really want to know,
really curious about how it starts and how people think of it.
I think as one is getting old,one tend to see things from a wider perspective.
So what if you have the entire world?
You are still nothing in everyone's eyes.

Life isn't a fairytale.

Life isn't a fairy tale.There is no definate happy ending.
Retribution.
There's something called retribution.

I thought I can be same class as the others for the next sem,next next sem.
I really like to have their company.
It's a wonderful feeling.
But things do not always act according to your will.

I didn't got into TA28.
I got into TA25.
Initially I enrolled myself into TA28,
now I got kick out.


Maybe it's a good thing,
maybe it helps me to expand my social circle,
maybe it's...
I don't know how to convince myself.
Moral of the story,
I am always the unlucky one.

善有善报，恶有恶报；

Life is blissful if you think it is.

Only when you think life is blissful,
then your life is blissful.

I have been quite happy those few days.
Holiday is really enjoyable when you can basically do nothing everyday.
It's kind of wastful of your youth,
But I like it.
Imagine,
everyday you can wake up in the afternoon or even later,
you have no worries about study,about everything else.
All you have to do is watch drama, eat and watch drama again.
Heavenly feeling.

Of course,I don't do it everyday.
I also cannot afford to do it everyday.


Our ususual chilling out place.

I am a pizza designer.

Went to TCC on thus.
I was lost again.Countless time of me lost in the urban jungle.
After being lost in Shenton for 30 mins,I realize that TCC is just opposite of me.
So smart of me.
Chill and chit chat at TCC.It's really a comfortable place.
No wonder someone like the place so much.

Then we head to sketches at Roberson walk for dinner.
Pasta at sketches is nice as usual, as least according to my preference.
But it seems the portion is a bit small and it's not filling enough for the guys.
So we went Carrefour to buy Sushi.
See how much Sushi we have bought and it only cost us $9.(not $1).
By the way,I bought latern for the sake of celebrating moon cake festival.
But in the end,we never play at all coz it's simply too childish.

Don't snatch my sushi!

Eating sushi in process.

Sushi,Sushi.

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

Yesterday i spent the whole night at airport.
Changi airport is really a great place to stay over at night.
u can have nice night scene,great food and also great games there.
Sent Horace,Sylvester,Wen jie and etc for ShangHai trip.

Results released today.I can't say i am happy about it.
At least,I am satisfied.
So what if you have good results?
Nobody cares.
And every hates.
Not because they are jealous,
it's simply because someone is notorious.

Life is so blissful
when you see your life as a blissful one.

Dwelling onto the past

I know it's not getting me anywhere by dwelling onto the past.
Today I saw someone that look likes him at the basketball court.
It just reminds me of the past.
I am a sentimental person.
I can't forget those little things though 6 years have gone.

When you were 13, you can dream with your wildest imagination;
When you were 13, you can treat small vandalism on the table as memories;
When you were 13, you can love with your whole heart and soul.
Now you are no longer 13, we are much older.
Things are getting so different.Someone moved on and some still held back by their past.

At least,I have fonding memories;
It's good enough.
Some people told me I have been too cool this few years,
it's time to get someone.
The fact is nobody wants me,
and I want nobody.
Everytime I thought I have found someone really nice and sincere,
it turnt out to be disappointment after disappointment.
So I have myself to reply on.

Shall end my reflection today.
It's good to reflect,as least you have learnt more about yourself.

Watched Boy A with Sylvester,Horace,Wen Jie and Rosanna today.
Though I have watched some independent or artistic movie at home,
this is my first time watching indie movie in Cinema.
Freakly,I prefer independent movie over normal hollywood movies.
The only thing I don't like about Boy A is the way that camera man place his camera.
It makes me to have headache when he focus too much facial expression of the actor.


I went to China Town last week alone.
Coz I have no money to travel overseas,so I decide to go to China Town for a walk.
Travel along the old lanes, like Cross Street,Ann Siang Hill etc, everything seems pause for a second,life suddenly become so peaceful.
I am so love with old shop houses.If i have the money,I will buy one shop house with all the antique furnitures, those black and white movie poster and one player that can play vinyl.
My dream house

Modern+Tradition

Today's shop house.

Sg at Night


I don't talk much about irrelevant people;
I don't like to be politically correct;
I don't have much talent or not even a single bit;
And I don't try to act as I am so into the movie when I totally don't enjoyed it.

I like to listen to black records(vinyl);
I like to kay bo about my friends and people that I am concerned about;
I like to watch independent and old movies;
And I hate acting unless I am doing it for drama purpose.

In short,I have said my piece.You should have understood me.
It's good to dream,but you still have to wake up and face the reality one day.