Sunday, January 07, 2007

Just a short post.
To all my friends who are concerned about me,
don't worry.
I am always fine.
Myabe sometimes i will say things that are too extreme.
It's just my style of writing and thinking.
It's just me.
Too hard for me to change.

I am going back this wed.
So happy that many ppl actually ask me the date that i am coming back.
I promise to those who treat me well,
i will buy u a present even if i am bankrupt.
I don't know why i am feeling downcast toward the returning journey.
I thought i am always expecting this day to come.
Haiz..
contradicting..
To be continued....

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Just wanna say something in my blog in this brand new yr.
I know that not many ppl is reading my blog,but it's alright.
My blog is my dairy,it's for my own usage.
I am 18.
Though still a few months to go to the official date.
2007 minus 1989 is still equal to 18.
I am old.
Half way on the journey to the heavenly realm.
I am still lonely.
I tried to burn myself out to restrain me from feeling lonely,
in the end.
I failed.
Whenever i am free,
I start to have strange thoughts again.

I am evil.
No, i am always very evil.
I am almost as evil as Cynderalla's stepmother.
Er...Now it's the starting of the year.
I should say something more positive instead.
But if i did,
will that still be me?

My new year wishes:
Slim down.
Become the top GCE O level scholar of year 2006!
Not to be lonely.
Get a boyfriend???maybe.Only if anyone wants me..
Stay happy..Too difficult for me..
Maintain good relationships with all my friends and all the people i know.
Last but not least, let that dream of mine come true.
Happy New Year.....