Bored

Out of a sudden,everything lost its meaning to me.
Nothing interesting,
Nothing exciting.
Everything just look the same to me.
Superteen workshop is just another workshop.
Nothing good to talk about it.
While the only good thing is ,
the workshop make me realize that
i really don't know many ppl well...
Failure...
Haiz..........

Suddenly i realise something..
Why i am so unhappy throughout the days?
Coz i am too hard to be contented.
Ppl can be so happy over a new phone,
new boyfriend,
little improvement in term of results.
all those small small things,
can make them so happy.
Then how about me?
I am hardly pleased with anything.
When is the last time i laugh from heart?
I cannot remember...

What are my goals?
I seem so unsure about them.

SO what even if i know exactly what i want?
I am an uselss bum.
All my goals are too far to be materilisated..

Titleless agian.
Nothing to write.
All my brain cells dead after stucking with Huixun for 5 hours.
Well, doing Huixun alone is quite pathetic.
But more efficient.

No time to do home work again.
Haiz..
But i don't care.
No point of doing if my heart wasn't there.
I prefer doing at my own pace.
Not under anyone's dominance.
I know what i am doing,
and i am an healthy,
lively,
smart individual.
So,
i will never allow anyone to control my actions,
to interfere my thinking,
to manage my world.
To be continued....

A poem???

I am lost in the world of terror,
lost my way to the heaven.
Looking from outside,
i am still intact.
Bur deep inside,
i am nothing other than a frame.



I am trying to be poetic,
trying to sound like me.
One of my prematured product.......

Time flys really fast...
3 days ago, i was still a XinYing.
Now, i am a Laoying..
Too many things to say,
but dunno where to begin.
Yesterday night was special,crazy and fun.
One of the few significant events of TXY.
Love the perfomance of ManHua.
They will always give you make you go WOWOW.
Well, thanks for their perfomance, which make me almost forget what happened during the days.
Let's bygone be bygone.
I don't want to mention that again.
and nobody is interested to know neither.
Maybe the arrival of the new TXY is a good thing.
At least it makes us more united and bring us closer.

Happy valentine!!!

Today is white valentine..
ANother lonely valentine..
Poor me spend all my day doing non-sensencial stuffs..
While this is life..
My life...
IF u accidently browsing through my blog today,
then wish u happy valentine!
PS:I saw L1R5 of Hwa Chong, for science is 4, art is 5.
Same for RJC..
WHile ****
But i will go into Hwa Chong no matter what..haha

Although i planned to study during holidays,
i still play as much as usual.
Yesterday spend all my precious time in SPH again.
They are sharing the PORKS.
While that's another new term i just learnt yesterday.
They are dividing the new TXY into groups.

Then went home together with the cute guy,Jeremy.
HE is so comical,but adorable too.
And his cake is so tasty.(But i have only taste it once)
Nevertheless,must mentioned about other drawING people.
Shi Lei, Pei Xuan, Jia Hao.etc...
If anyone publish a comic on them,
it's definitely a unique one.
Coz everyone of them are so unique.

Yesterday i discovered another thing about me.
I really have some problem with talking to people.
In the past, about one years ago.
The first year in TXY,
I am so enthusiatic about everything.
Now all my enthusiatism are gone.
I am no longer the old me.
I changed again.
Talking to people becomes a burden rather then pleasure.

Hopefully next week i can recover,
regain all my enthusiatism.

another crappy posts

Recently really too busy to update.
But today i have a lot things to say..
Firstly, career day.
Everyone looks so amazing..
Except for those who wears nothing,but uniform.
A few ppl i want to comment at.
My dearest mummy---Edwina,
she looks so sweet and unlike her.
However, she is still as violent as before.

Our head prefect, Gavin
He is Gorgerous.
He looks so unlike the unusual him,
almost make me fall in love with him.haha..

Then rest all not bad,except me...
Anyway it's over...
No point of continue talking about it.

Recenly i am really into news and politics.
Very unlike me.
I somehow become obsess with Thaksin's news.
Even though it's none of my problem.
I believe he will survive through the crisis
no matter what happened along the way.
He is meant to be the leader of Thailand.
His financial background,
His ability,
And his popularity,
all make him a perfect leader for Thailand.

Another news attacted me is abour Li Jia Chen.
His wealth ranked no 10 in the list.
His total assets worth about 304 billion us$.
The winner is still Bill Gate.
I wondered how they can earn so much money,
While other ppls like me still stuck with poverty.
Haiz...Poor thing.
Bless me,
I will beat them one day....
Muahahahaha....

Just another if mine.
No surprise,
Nothing happened.
SUddenly i realise most of my dreams will never come true.
I just don't have the luck,
the talents,
the chance,
as well as the look.

Whom to blame?
None, but myself.

Well, i really expected my wishes can come true.
Let me try to taste of happiness for a while,
I won't be greedy to ask for more,
I promise.

Wish is just wish
and
if wishes can come true,
why there are so many unhappy people in the world?

Haiz...
Childish thoughts come to my mind again.

Bless me...