最近的几天都被我浪费掉了。
看了好多好看的电视。
等你在现在中无法得到的时候，
只好躲在梦里面，
体验那幻想的幸福。
我竟然找到了倚天屠龙记，马景涛板的。
好难得，找了这么久。
这么多年以后，再一次看这部戏。
难免会有些怀念。
我就是个怀旧的人，
小时候，
永远都是完美的回忆。
昨天整天没去上学，
Pon school.
我就是喜欢这种感觉，
反正我就个喜欢做怪的小孩。

不开心

如果你不想让自己不开心，就不要读我的这个post.
就当我是在写遗书，反正这也不是第一次。
我只是不甘心，所以才能活到现在。
我很不开心，应该说我很难开心。
情绪越来难控制。经常emo.
我也不想，可是不是所有事情都在我的控制内的。
我不知道还可以撑多久。
how long can i continue to fight with the depressed spirit within me?
也许那件事情对我的影响太大了。
一直都留下个阴影。
不讲话，
不代表我不想说。
只是没人听。
人活到象我这样，
的确很是失败。
我不想自闭，离人群远去。
不过，至少我还活到18岁。
以我这种性格，的确是很值得骄傲的事。
活着好累，好累。
好像闭上眼睛后，就不再醒来。
如果我消失了，多少人会想我呢？

A memorable day!

My birthday cake.I only took the photo after we finish eating half of it.

Jasmine gave me this.

Justin brought the cake all the way from Bedok this morning.He came to the school super early just to put it into the fridge at the club house.I am so touched

The lovely OP bag from Ivy
Today I am both happy and sad.


Sad, I have another quarrel with my mum.


She just dun understand what i really need.


I need just 5 minute from her, a pandan cake or even if a bun will do.


She knows nothing.


Never mind about the sad part.


Let's begin with the happy part.


which i almost cried.


I went Melvardo after leaving TCC.


Ivy brought another two friends to celebrate my birthday.


KImmy and Jasmine.


Thanks for that.


Though i dunno them well,


they actually came and wish me happy birthday.
Though this kind of things mayb a bit superficial,
i dun mind.
It gave meaning to 18th birthday.
i was super touched for whatever they have done for me.
Running out of thankful words.
It's simply just too sweet for me to take in.
I will remember this day forever.

我要加油。

我要加油。
要努力读书了，
不可以再这样颓废下去了。
我要拿好成绩，
很多很多的A和AD。

I set myself a target of getting 12 good deeds done before my birthday,
yet i haven accompolish a single one.
Never mind.I will just try my best.
Sat went sph for qiang mai.
Haha...saw Eugene again.Unlike last year,
he didn't give much comment due to the time constraint.
Qiang Mai is really a enjoyful competition.
I love being one of the crew.Working with Yu Neng is fun.
I start to wondering what if there is no yu neng in txy next year.What will happen?

After the competition, i rushed to bestie's house for steamboat.
I was so surprise that they actually celebrated my birthday together with mooie's birthday.
I almost cried.
Bestie is still the best.
I love to sleep over at her house.
we got so many things to talk about.
But one thing not good is that she used to sleep earlier.
And she actually fell asleep at 1 plus.

Caught transfomers yesteday with Larry, Ciel, Ivy and many more strangers.
Not really strangers, they are just friends of Ivy.
I think i really have a mature mind.
I enjoy talking to ppl like Ivy and Jasmine.
Btw Ivy is 28 and Jasmine is 26 this year.
Heard the detail version of Larry's story.
It made me so shocked yet felt so unbelievable.
From a gangster to a NP scholar,
the change is so great.
I always judge a book by its cover.
Without seeing what is inside the book.
(My library book are overdue soon.haha)
The content maybe so diffierent from what you seen from the surface.
5ADs and 1A.
that's like OMG!

LMS is finishing soon.
Such a relief.
Sat i am going for trybe open house.
Sun i am going to watch Anglician Alumni drama.
So look forward to those things..