如果你不想让自己不开心，就不要读我的这个post.
就当我是在写遗书，反正这也不是第一次。
我只是不甘心，所以才能活到现在。
我很不开心，应该说我很难开心。
情绪越来难控制。经常emo.
我也不想，可是不是所有事情都在我的控制内的。
我不知道还可以撑多久。
how long can i continue to fight with the depressed spirit within me?
也许那件事情对我的影响太大了。
一直都留下个阴影。
不讲话，
不代表我不想说。
只是没人听。
人活到象我这样，
的确很是失败。
我不想自闭，离人群远去。
不过，至少我还活到18岁。
以我这种性格，的确是很值得骄傲的事。
活着好累，好累。
好像闭上眼睛后，就不再醒来。
如果我消失了，多少人会想我呢？
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I once asked myself: "what's life? What am I living for?" Well, I'm a nobody in this world, all i see myself as, was a low self esteem guy. It's like a light shining at you and you are been seen through by everyone around you. Just like you, I'm tired of living at times. What's hell and what's heaven??? Well, to me, this is hell! Yet I didn't choose death. I simply dare not imagine life after death and I believe that each of us lived only once and that we are gone after we die. No matter what, I'm gotta live this life well. So, may you live your life well.
Heard a song today, so tot of sharing with you as i find the lyrics being quite meaningfull.
Shpadoinkle (Reprise)
Lyrics
It's a long, long way for us to go,
But if we don't try we'll never know.
Stay optimistic, set our goals high,
There's nothing we can't do if we aim for the...
Sky is blue and all the leaves are green.
The air's as pure as a baked potato.
We think we know exactly what we mean,
When we say it's a shpadoinkle day.
When we say it's a shpadoinkle day!
erm..may i know who r u>>>
往事如梦如烟，任何人都有很多回忆，或是痛苦或是甜蜜又说是温馨和悔恨。但在忙碌的生活中，对往事的回忆就会变得很淡，但有些却绝不会忘记！正如唐后主李煜《虞美人》中的最后一句：问君能有几多愁？恰似一江春水向东流！(simply tot of sharing this with you~)
thanks.I am just bring emo that day.I am simply a emo kid.Btw i still dunno who are u?Bee choo???
I'm just a nobody...
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