外星人

20岁的我，
没saving, 没好的成绩，也没男朋友。
很想遇到中年危机的感觉，
虽然年龄还没到。

梦想那么大，能力那么差，决心那么小。
讨厌跟正常人一样，但是有没什么特别的地方。
除了性格奇怪，我还有什么跟其他人不同呢？
如果我是外星人，
我就能远离这个地球，
回去那个属于我的世界。

Finally went to sing karaoke on Saturday.
It's has been ages since I last went to sing k.
Though my singing skill is really bad, I really enjoy singing, especially going k box with my lovelies.
Singing is definitely a better form of expressing myself.
I am always hoping myself to be a freelance song composer, write my feelings into the song, let my love ones to feel my emotion.
But obviously that's not going to happen, I know nothing about song writing and I don't really have the talent in composing.

Chilled at Anderson Icecreams.
Then I saw Alwin and friends.
Have not see him for years,ever since I graduated.
But I didn't manage to get a chance to talk to him, or even let him notice me.
过了这么久，
原来我们都变了。
我只想问一句你好不好。
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Plain like water

My life is so blend now,as plain as water.I don't like it.God,give me some flavouring to make it tasty.

Skipping lecture is addictive.It's the third week of the school.I have not been to a single audit lecture yet.I am so fond into skipping lecture..Though i missed out a lot of things being taught in lecture,i feel more peaceful.Maybe tat's the weird thing about me.Hopefully my grades won't be pulled down by skipping lecture though the possibilities are high,so tat i can continue to skip lecture at ease and lead my very peaceful life..

Photos,memories

Today I was looking for thesaurus,then I discovered my secondary school graduation autograph book.
A photo of class 4E5 2006.
I have not seen many of them since graduation, including those friends I used to hang out with.
Time drove people apart.
While browsing through the autograph book, I saw a lot of good comment.
3 words that are most frequently used are smart,funny and weird.
That's their impression of me in secondary school.

I was delighted to see those comments.
My friends and my teachers think very highly of me.
I was good back in secondary school.
Smart, funny and with good attitude most of the times.
But what happen to me now?
I have been not seeing those friends for centuries.
I chose to believe that I am a piece of trash when I am not.
I chose to live in agony, abandon my dreams and hopes.

Humans are contradicting most of the times.
at least for species like me.
Sometimes you told yourself to be good,
but you give up a while later, thinking of all the bad points about yourself.
Time to reflect.
Time to do something.

其实我真的有点舍不得，可是决定了，就不能后悔了。