Let me just record down the things that happened this summer in USA.
I met Josh Meyer.
Initially I don't like him coz he looks like a nerd and his jokes are not even funny.
After spending sometimes to know him, I realize that he is nice and he is someone that can make me smile.
We went to ride the extreme ride together and I was really scared.
But because Josh is beside me, I know I am safe.
I am really happy with him around.
Sometimes I even thought of giving up everything and move to the states to be with him.
He only told me that he is going to miss me and nothing else.
I was sad, sad for the fact that it seems to be an one sided thing.
On the last day before I left, I cried in his arm
Coz I know that I may not get to see him again in the near future,
and I know that I am going to miss him.
Before I left, he didn't even give me a goodby hug.
He said that I was nice to everyone, but mean to him.
Perhaps that's his impression of me.
I wish that I didn't fall for him, but someone else like Dimitar instead.
