Life economist

Though I am not taking economics this semester, I still love economics.
And I often associate life with economics.

Today I came across something rather shocking.
As I was browing through the net, I read this cabby cum PHD's blog.
A Phd from Stanford Uni is working as a taxi driver?
What is wrong with the world?

Or perhaps if you think it from another angle, there is nothing wrong.
The Phd or years of research work was sunk cost.
Though history serves as a reference to the future,
it does not have any real purpose.
You maybe someone significant in the past,
but you are nothing to tomorrow.

Life is not complicated, you have to be an all rounder to live it through.
It's either you choose life, or life choose you.
I cannot stop wondering about me, my future and my endless wonders.
Am I being too dramatic?
Is it because I read too many books or fictions when i was young?

It seems everyone around me is getting attached.
After so many years,I am still single.
Will I be left on the shelves forever?

Now 1.16AM in the morning.
Some thoughts suddenly come into my mind.
I have to note it down.
Afterall I realize though I am 20, I am only 20.
I still got have a long road to go.
So why I am worrying so much?

Advancement in brain mechanism does not mean that you have to switch on it to full power everyday.
Live a life like a 20 year old.
Don't stop dreaming.
Continue to dream it big and wild.
So what if there is very littile probability of it coming true?
There is endless potential ahead of you.

I am trying to motivate myself to believe in myself again.
Jia you for exams.

My self declared holiday

I was having headache since yesterday,much due to the stress caused by the upcoming exams.
So today after bcom solution selling call, I decided to declare myself a holiday for one day.
haha..Yes..I am always declaring holiday for myself.
Bcom solution selling call went better than I expected.
At least Leonard is not that strict this time round.

After taking a short nap,my prolonged headache continues.
In the end,I ended up watching drama fior the next few hours.
Meteor garden is so nice though I watched it many times.
It satisfies every girl's fantansy!
让我又一次发花痴。
偶尔发发花痴也好啦，
至少能放松一下嘛。

Korean's version's boys over flowers is equally nice.
I simply can't resist Kim Bum's smile.
It reminds me of someone.

Yesterday night I was listening to the radio,
I came across this method of removing blackheads.
YES.It's so soda.
You simply mix some soda power with water,
and put it on your nose with cotton wool.
It really works!
haha

虽然我没有全世界，
虽然我可能什么都没有，
但是我还是可以拥有幸福的机会，
一个人也可以很幸福。

哈哈，要去跑步咯。我最爱跑步了。
跑步的路上又很多帅哥可以看哦。

I was browsing through Ikea catalogue just now..The idea of owning an apartment appears again.How i wish i can own my apartment?Then i can decorate it as i like,invite my friends over for afternoon tea or simply watch DUD with some beer and snacks.
Haiz.but tat's out of question for now.
I want to buy a house.The sooner,the better it is..

Reflection

I know i need to reflect about myself,about the way I live,about the reason why ain't i happy about things.
I am too used to be lucky.In the past,I often able to find ppl to help me in most of the areas.All those different encounters i had made me think tat's the way the life is like.In fact,it is not.Not everyone's life is like what is shown in the drama.I am simply too romantic or rather dramatic.
My problem is tat i often care too much about the past and about the future,not the present.I wasted my present away with regret.
Live each day with a smile,then life will smile at you back.The thing i am lacking is a smile towards life.The reason tat i am so lucky and have so many people's help mayb due to the fact tat my character is rather impressing.I was confident,resilent and positive.Now all things were gone.I need to get those things back.One's luck is really limited,mayb there is even a quota on it.I have used too much of my luck in march and april,tat's why i have so little left.so i can't reply on anything else,but me.我要振作起来，我要快乐起来。
I think someone may really have quitted school.Not fated.

Bcom is next friday,I have yet start to prepare my proposal and etc.
Who ask me choose such a difficult industry?
To those who have not done Bcom yet, choose something that you know.
Don't try to kill yourself with your stupidness.

Attachment posting is out.
I am going to citi bank.
Happy and not so happy.
Wondering where some people are posted to.
Back to do my bcom again.
I guess I have to spend the entire week doing bcom.

My boring life

I guess that my life is rather boring these days.
Sometimes I often got bored by myself.
I miss the feeling of being packed with stuff.
I have not been going out with some of my friends for so long.
And the fact is I am even lazy to ask them out.
Oh,God.What's wrong with me?


Well, now the only way to release my boredom is to take a trip to supermarket.
I am so enjoyed the feeling of walking around in huge supermarkets, like giants or NTUC fair price or carefour.
Maybe it's a habit from young.
I used to enjoy hanging around in supermarkets for hours and hours,
supermarkets made me relax and happy.
Sometimes I spent enormous sum in the supermarket, buying things that are not necessary.
From groceries,ingridients to household stuff.
Maybe I am just a boring person, that's why i found so much fun in doing all this.

Life is rather stressful this days,
exams, projects and study for SAT.
Sometimes I just feel like giving up on SAT.
But if I want to start afresh in somewhere else, then I have to do this.

Tuesday had a chat with the principal and some other seniors who came back for TCP.
It made me realize that I left with nothing,so I have to work hard.
If you really want to become somebody,then hardship is an inevitable process to go through.
Yes.I want to be someone.
I want everyone to be proud of me.
So I should stop being negative and lazy, start to push myself further.