My christmas

I had a simple yet wonderful christmas.
Did not went to as many parties as I did last year,
however it is still a wonderful christmas.
Celebrated Christmas on 23rd in Joel's house.

Turkey and me.


Work in Process

Scandal being exposed.

Happy feet or Hong Kong feet.

Gift exchange to Feng jie,hope that she likes it.

Finally a photo of all of us.


Cannot believe that we had been celebrating christmas for 3 years already.
Last year@Kelly's house.

2007@unknown's condo.

Hopefully we can have the chance to celebrate christmas and other occasions together.

Dinner at 313@somerset on christmas is good.
Not just the food,but the companion.
Steamboat at Yu Rong's house on Christmas.
Haha..It sounds funny, but it's not that bad since we have not catch up with each other for so long.

I know sometimes I am lost,
about what kind of person should I be,
what type of friends should I hang out with,
what kind of life style should I lead,
which direction should I be heading to in future.
Now I feel much clearer.
At least I know what I want,not completely,but partially.
If you know what are you doing right now,
you don't have to follow anyone's model.
You only follow when you have no model of your own.

Bless me.

我还是那么的不现实，爱做梦。

坚持浪漫，自由，不平凡。

可能有一天，

我也会从梦里醒来，

接受现实的残酷的挑战。

Happy friday!

Friday is always the happiest in the week.
Despite many mistake I have made today,
I am so glad that today is friday and
I have met a group of wonderful friends.



Friends from altogether 7 countries,including me.
Friends from all different backgrounds, designer,japanese teacher,
exchange student,teacher wannabe,social worker,band player,interior designer.
And the most important thing is I feel so relax and happy to be with them.
Simple dinner at 313@somerset,
Christmas carol in front of Paragon,
tea time at Ochacha.
Even the train ride is enjoyable.

Once again,I start to doubt about my religion orientation.
God has always be in my mind.
I do pray sometimes.
But I am not sure am I really that into religion.
I don't want to lose those friendship because of my fickle minded behavior.


Christmas is coming.
I am so in love with christmas.
It's the best time of the year,
much better than Chinese new Year.
So many celebrations coming up.
From 22nd all the way to 25th,
it is ful of enjoyment.
Hopefully work is not affecting my holiday mood.

I want to be me.
Nobody,but me.
Bless me all the best.

Long Working Hour+$10 mission

For the past two days,
I have been cabbing home everyday.
Which means I stayed until super late everyday.
Supposely to knock off at 6,
I left the office at 12 yesterday and 1030 today.
So tiring.

Maybe that's how real life is going to be.
I guess it's a form of training.
God put us through test to become stronger.
That's how I try to convince myself.
No matter how hard it is,
I will still be strong and face all the difficulties with a smile.

I have been working on this $10 mission.
One week i can only spend $10.
It's quite effective.
I still left with 2 plus inside my wallet and tmr is friday.
Free coffee on tuesday,
free pizza on wednesday,
free noodle, soya bean milk, magnum and chocolate on thursday.
Wandering if anyone is giving me free things tomorrow.
haha.

I am craving for a holiday.

Sorry I am being negative again.

Yes.I am a pessimist.
That's something that I can never change,
unless I can change the way that life is.
My upbringing shapes the way that my life is.

I hate my life since the day that I was born.
I hate to be independent when being independent is part of your life long routine.
I hate acting optimistic when you know you are not.
I hate times when I feel so hopeless.

Yet I know I have to be strong.
What to do when you have such destiny?
All of us are just puppets of life.
Being manipulated uncontrolly.
Things are not under my control.

Maybe I won't be furthering my study
though it is like a dream from young.
Firstly monetary constraint,
secondly family problem.
Maybe I will be living alone from next Feb onwards.
I don't mind living alone.
Then I will find a job.
Perhaps a job that earns me like $1500 per month,
which will take forever to save up for a house.

Maybe I will be happier.
At least I am living for myself,
in the way that I wish life to be.
Not for anyone else.
Maybe I will never have a chance in acheveing my dream in this life.
It will only come true when I am in my dream.