Yesterday i went to see chinese sinseh.The sinseh said i am suffering from hormone imbalance. So i went online to check for the causes.
one of the main cause is stress.
Clearly she doesn't know anything about it and it won't make a difference even if she knows about it.
Sometimes i am just wondering why there isn't another one in the family,why am the only one shoulders everything.Life is so tiring,Even breathing seems so hard
When i want to think of something happy yesterday night,it seems i can't.There isn't anything tat makes me happy now.I have lost the ability to be happy.
I am trapped in the depressed emotion again,yet i can't escape coz the reality is so hard and bare.