Hope?

Many times we found ourself lost in our world.
Then the question of is this what I really want pop out of our mind?
Those luckier ones have found their direction in life in the earlier stage of their life,
those confused ones(like me)spending their entire life figuring out the answer.
Again,I am lost.


Somehow I started to wonder what I really like?
And What I can do?
Do I like music?
Do I like drama?
Do I like writing?
Or Do I like money making?
I have a very vague answer.
That is I like them all.
But which I do like the most?
Sadly,I don't know.



Went for the NTU talk yesterday.
I started to worry about my admission into NTU.
Can I make it?
My results is on the borderline.
Do I really have better quality than the others?
Or I am just a day dreamer?

2 weeks left to the end of attachment.
Attachment actually made me have a clearer picture about life.
Many people compromise their dreams to exchange for a stable living.
Many people told me life is not just dreams,
it is about survivalhood.
If you cannot even control your own life,
then what can you control?


就这样过一天算一天，
人生就这样的过去了。


如果我是个不用长大的小孩，那么多好。
Wish me all the best for my NTU application.
I really hope to get into NBS.

Bought this book online.
I think the author's life is something I desired.
Life is about living your life for the sake of living,
it more like living for your dreams.

Wish me to find a job soon.
Then my plans can be executed.

Woman

I heard this sentence twice this week,
when I am complaining or rather stating the fact that I am being fat.
A guy will love you no matter how you look like.
From two women,
of different age.

Then I started to doubt about this problem.
Do all the woman believe this way?
Maybe I am not.
Or that is true love,
which I doubt many of us will experience in this life.

No matter,I cannot stand my figure now.
It's totally unacceptable.
Going to be more strict with myself.
I need to get a job soon,
so that I can save enough to go on a holiday before uni starts.
Bless me.

Camera

Visited audio house's factory outlet at bendemeer.
Loads of people are squeezing in the tidy little space.
I managed to bought my Lumix FS62 despite the crowd.
Now I have a camera with me,
it's time to save up to travel.


Caught the movie up in the air last night.
I simply love George Clooney's character in the movie.
Somebody who loves travelling,
refuse to settle down to live like a normal person.
I am just you with a virgina.(Quote from the movie)

Sometimes I feel really hopeless,
but I am not giving up on my dreams.
I shall start my risky adventure soon,
hope that my first pot of gold will come soon too.

Initially,I don't believe in marriage.
Then,I lose faith in love.
Now I don't even believe in friendship.
What else can you believe in this world.
Believe in nothing,
then lose nothing.

我真得看不到希望。
好像努力真的是没有用的。
人还是要任命的。

这么大了，
最爱的还是小丸子。
每一件小事，
都可以让她那么开心。
多希望我是个小孩，
像小丸子一样。

快乐

可能快乐其实很容易，
肚子饿得时候有东西吃，
下雨的时候有把雨伞，
这个道理很简单，
我却一直都不明白。


昨天我在跟sis聊天的时候才发现，
其实我真好像要的太多了。
所谓知足者长乐，
我就是不满足，
才会错过什么那么多的快乐。




就算能拥有全世界，
可是却失去快乐，
那样好像也没什么意义。
你不可能永远是第一名，
输了第一名，也不代表真的输了，
赢了第一名，也不代表真的赢了。

可能最重要的还是要开心。
成功也不过是为了快乐。
希望新的一年我能开心的度过。

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
-Helen Keller

Happy new year

Today is the first day of 2010,the start of a new year.
2009 is a memorable one.
Bamp,Cebu trip,BAOC 2009,attachment.
Everything is worthwhile to be remembered.
But now I have to put everything behind,
Coz it is 2010.
A new chapter of my life have to begin.

Had much fun last year end.
Celebrated Devonna's birthday,
then had my first beach count down party with my lovely friends in Sentosa.
I was really happy last night.
My dear Yu Rong was there,
so are my lovely poly friends.
It seems like the best count down party that I ever had.
The only bad thing is that my throat hurts now.
I think I screamed too much.

I have listed down my new year resolutions.
About 30 of them.
Hopefully I can achieve them, or at least most of them.
I am going to face 2010 with a smile.
No matter what is ahead of me.
Only when you believe in yourself,
then miracles will happen.