Had a good time yesterday with shell. Started going to the archade at this age is seriously funny, but it's really fun. Today I had BBQ at Yu Rong's house. Thank God for me to have such good friends, bringing so much warmth into my life. Applying hall in the process, hopefully everything will go smoothly, so that I will still have a place to stay after I come back from the states. Finally I have figured out why I am not working so hard now, coz I am afraid that I become too good,why created distance from people. I am afraid that I got seduced by all the tempation, then miss out important parts of my life. Perhaps I just need time to reconsider my direction in life. Time to pick up my pen and start writing again:)