My not so happy Chinese New Year

I think everyone else's life is more interesting than mine.
Is my luck that bad?

I don't want another year with bad luck.

OMG.Singapore airline is having sales with their tickets.

Why can't they have sales at later part of the year?

For example,july.

By then I can save up enough $$,

and travel to the places I want.

Of course,Chinese new year.

I seriously hate this festival.

I have no relatives no visit.

Spent it like usual in the super boring way.

Sometimes I really wish that I am not a chinese,

so that I don't have to endure this festival.

Well.God of fortune,

please be kind to me since I am so pathetic,ok?

I am still confused.

Though I know that I have no hope.

My heart does not let go so easily.

Have to find a new job soon.

God bless me.