It's not getting any better.
Perhaps it's getting worse.
One more week to go back to school.
I have no idea how school will be like this sem.
When I am alone, my thoughts run wild.
I cannot even control my emotions properly.

I feel alone when I was in groups.
I feel even more alone when I was alone.
It mades me feel so helpless when my friends don't seem to care about what is happening to me.
Why should they care?They are just your friends.
Even if you vanish, they still have plenty more friends.

What should I do?
I have no idea what to do and where to seek for help.
When I can be back to the normal me?
I don't know.
Maybe never.

I really hope that I can win this fight.