How capable am I?
I don't know.
I really found myself at a lost.
So many things I have not done.
And the worst thing is that I thought it will be go well.
The fact is it seems not going so well.

I don't want to let anyone down.
I don't want to make myself regret.
I don't want any crop up due to my mistake.
I just hope it will go smoothly.

I need help.
Seriously.

I am no longer me.