So what

I was very paranoid for the past two days.

There are so much things on my mind.

Uni, finance, my future and etc.

To the extent that I started to lose sleep.

Ignore the reasons which no Uni had called me yet.

Let's talk about the possibilty about me getting into a local U.

Getting into biz is kind of hard since the competition is so strong.

Even if you got into biz, which doesn't mean you will become a good biz man or woman.

So what is the point about getting biz school?

But what if I cannot get into biz?

what other course can I do?

And what if I cannot even get into U?

Am I prepared for the working world?

What makes me special from the others?

Thoughts influx into my mind like an endless river.

At some point of time, I am really lost.

I know that I think so much.

I know that I am making life difficult for myself.
I know many things about myself, yet I cannot change a single bit of them.

Sometimes I am really vulnerable.

原來我也是平凡人.